Love... nope... I haven't found him yet. But I have found Love in many different forms. Or atleast I've been reminded of what I forgot long ago. My family keeps growing and growing... with brother-in-laws and sister-in-laws... not to mention the baby boom that has hit. LOL! All within a year... two beautiful nephews and one gorgeous neice! And I know that I'll be seeing more of them. I can't believe that for years now I've been denying myself the happiness and joy of family. I made a few decisions earlier on in life that lead me to believe that I was unworthy of finding happiness and just being happy. It was punishment for me. I didn't know how to forgive myself for what I had done... so I punished myself and denied myself love. I couldn't love myself... so how could I let anyone else love me. Those days are gone now. I can look back at it all and smile. It doesn't hurt anymore like it used to and it still brings a tear or two. But you know what they say... it doesn't hurt to have a good cry every once in awhile.
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